Have you ever met that person that you get along with so well? You are so compatible. You get along; you can laugh, talk, and cry around this person. They are the “Right” person for you, but wrong timing? This is how I feel. But sometimes I feel like I can be like my own enemy. I love being around this person. But sometimes I feel like I will and probably are messing the friendship up with my insecurities. I know what I’m doing. And I know how I feel. I’m just so afraid of getting hurt and being lied to again. A lot of the times I will search, and search for something negative to happen to me before it happens. I have a pretty terrible track record with men. So I just feel like when I meet someone its 2 good 2 be true, of the bat. I know I have ruined relationships because of this. I think I need to deal with my own insecurities before I try to be in a relationship with someone. We have a lot of history within the short period of time we have had dealings. A lot has happened. Some good and some bad. But at the end of the day we have remained friends thru out all of this. No matter how much I get on his nerves or him getting on mine, we are still there for each other if need be. I just hope that he sees what I see. I don’t care who sees this shit or not. Cuz I have been dealing with some crazy MoFos in the last couple of months. Some looked, and had gay mannerisms; others keep fucking calling, texting, then back to back calling . DAMN! What the hell is up with these new Bitch Made Ninjas? But anywho… What do you do in situations like this; Right person… Wrong timing? *rubs chin and shrugs*